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You never know how I feel. Not at all. I just smile and pretend that everything's okay. But in my heart, it's not. It's not okay for me. But I wouldn't want to tell anyone about it. I thought that if I kept it all by myself it will be alright. But I can't stand it anymore. I can't stand all your lies. I can't stand all your bullying. You guys think that it's fun to do that to me cause I was laughing. But it's not. I was just putting up a face to show you that it's alright. I'm hurting inside. I need someone to hug me and tell me that everything is alright. That I don't have to put up that face that I'm not anymore. That I can get through this.