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I wanna bring you back from my memories. I promised myself I would be fine without you, but I can’t help it. I don’t even know how to handle myself trying to fill my empty heart. A day without you is too long. I pray that I may please forget you. Without you happiness cannot be found in me. I can’t even shed any tears. I don’t want to live anymore. I’m going crazy in thoughts of you. I want to see you, but I’m being told that I can’t, that it’s all over. I’m so sorry, but I love you, but to you it’s all a lie. I didn’t know, but I know now that I need you. I’m so sorry, but I love you, but its because of anger. I pushed you away with those piercing words without realizing. I’m so sorry, but I love you, it’s all a lie to you. I’m so sorry, but I love you. Will you leave and forget me slowly, so that I can wear off the pain filled inside me ?